Need Repose!

No 1 knows how am i inside.. Outside look happy but inside of me? Only God knows tht i really2 need calmness.. Some1 tht i can depend on in no matter condition n situation r we in.. I push my self to be hardy as i can. If out there which has the repose for me? I would go into it.. Only God we can to accused how sadly o happiness we are.. *I noe* But i just need some1 o evry1 to noe how i feel =(. I let it out in here just to make my self feel calm. Thanks...